Four a.m. Someone, something throws water on my face trying to wrestle me back into consciousness. It stings but I do not fully awaken, only enough to be aware of what is playing out. My body lies still, paralyzed in either fear or anticipation of what is to come. I watch in horror as my [...]
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Of dreamers and dreams
Posted in life experience, personal, writing, tagged dream, fear, nightmare, overwhelmed, philosophy on November 14, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Sailing lessons
Posted in life experience, personal, writing, tagged agnst, fear, overwhelmed, personal, things left unsaid on November 7, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I got an email recently about sailing without blame.
I imagine the sailing crew working together, hoisting the mainsail, securing the jib to the leading edge, tacking efficiently to follow the course of the wind and all smiling as the warm moist sea glistens on their working bodies. Everyone is fit and tan from the energetic [...]
Solitary confinement or enhancement?
Posted in life experience, personal, writing, tagged alone, fear, life experience, searching, universe on August 23, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Damned if I know yet…
All of my paths are diverging leaving a singular segue into whatever is next for me.
Or are they converging into a hypersensitive era of more learning to be all right alone?
No one is leaving. Nothing is changing in my situation.
Lives are moving forward. Everyone is growing up. Schedules are about to [...]
